I wish. 

September is here. 

I’ve been dreading it all year. 

Many of you will be getting those last minute things for your little ones this weekend as they start their first day of school next week (I know some have done so already) … School bags, pencil cases, jumpers, socks, brand new shiny shoes.

You know what we got to buy today for our girl instead of her first school uniform. 

We got to buy this. 

Flowers for her sleeping place. I’m so angry right now. I hadn’t got to anger about this milestone yet, today I have. 

Today I got angry. 

Our girl should be here. Our girl should be starting school on Monday. We should be stood at those school gates. 

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I wish I got to complain about how expensive her school uniform is. I wish I got to complain about how it was hard work it is in the school holidays. I wish I got to complain about she had outgrown her school shoes again and I had to buy some more.

I wish. I wish. I wish. 

Three times and it comes true right? 

I wish. 


A very upset mummy X


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Getting every closer to the BIG 30 ... mummy, wife, CEO of charity, love to run and currently attempting to get fit after having my two gorgeous babies. Mental health advocate after suffering from PTSD, Anxiety & Depression following the tragic and unexpected loss of my 9 month old daughter in 2012 ... attempting to live life to the full, just like Millie would have wanted. Oh ... I like to write ...

3 thoughts on “I wish. 

  1. Massive hugs Joanne. I know they won’t make things any better, sorry. I don’t know what to say, and I expect right now words will not make this any easier . All I can say is important sorry you and your family are having to go through this hell xx

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